Ocean bouy is beautiful.

Do you think they're lonely?

A Post A Day Keeps...

...eluding me.
I am determined. This is what has made it to twitter.
The google blog app is not so swift so this is even more challenging. I am, as I said, determined.

I'm Back. 2019 Looks shiney from here!

Well I've re-engaged. I'm doing this here because no one knows I'm here and I need to try on a few new things and my confidence level is very low...but not low enough to not want to try and then put it out to the world. I just feel safer in a world where people don't know anything about me. Like no expectations or judgement. Of course the worst offender of those two items is...can you guess? Me. Yep.

So, one thing I want back is my creative voice. Right now that looks like my artwork again.
I haven't painted in 13 or so years so I am rusty. Really rusty. And finding myself jealous of all the artists I know who have consistently worked at their art and grown for it.

I thought a good icebreaker would be to do one doodle a day and post it. I started a new Twitter account to post daily on.

The purpose for this too, is to challenge myself to actually stick to something. A daily practice. Maybe it will lead to me breaking through all my hold-me-back demons.

Here's 2 doodles to start.
Yesterday I had debilitating vertigo. Was in bed all day.

My Birthday is today

I'm sitting "poolside" at a Hampton Inn. I'm thinking of all that has been, all that is now and all that can be. Although there's a little more calm around it.

I'm BACK!

Feeling better than ever....more to come...

NIght got better last night

Well last night was almost a DISASTER!
Not only was I uncomfortable with group but they arrived in an OPEN AIR JEEP...
I changed my clothes, let every one know how miserable I was. They all tried to please me and cater to my mood. After a tense ride to the restaurant and a top-shelf margarita I came around...


.... and then realized how much these people love me...

3 posts in one day...a new record. A TRIO...

Well, I'm trying my new contact lenses and it's quite a tricky task..more on that later.

Right now, I am mentally trying to prepare myself for an evening with a group of people whom, individually I am comfortable with, but as a group...not so much.
I'm not 100% comfortable with them individually, come to think of it.

One of them, I am, mostly, until later the substances kick in..then it's a bit one-sided but that's not all the time my experience.
The other I just don't know that well and the other has lied to me so many times, I just take what is said with a grain of salt.

Now...why am I hanging out with this group?